Student No More

It was quite a long, unfathomable experience. It was those days when I woke up rushing my way to school, looking at my EAF, getting lost in a not-so-huge campus, having my first three-hour lunch break and class, sitting lonely inside a cold library, finishing home works, meeting new friends and learning to find real ones. It was a world full of surprises and great learning—College. Everything went on. I knew at first that I have to make this worth it, and I think I did everything extraordinarily well. I achieved so many. I believed without so much bragging, that I have always been an achiever. It shows. I managed to maintain my grades way above average and I continued striving to be the best. With that I thought I received great credit where it is due. I’m grateful.

I grew up with this life. I’m doing things that I do best, I’ve gone to places where I discovered that there’s much more around me other than my computer. And the greatest thing about it, I grew up with the people whom I love the most. I have my ever supportive parents and relatives, wise mentors, a blessing of an interesting mixture of friends and colleagues, and a best friend to die for. The next thing I knew I woke up again and it was the 5th of July. I can smell victory. It was graduation day, currently the biggest event of my life. It’s the end of college and the beginning of a new life. Words can’t really describe the feeling of being in between both worlds. The past days have been quite a blur. I do not know what waiting for me. I don’t know if I can cope up with the inevitable changes, if I may have the serenity to accept them. All I know is I am a student no more, but my learning doesn’t stop there. It will go on and will live on. Congratulations to me.

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F*cked up day

Today's another Saturday.

We used to borrow stuff from ml0 for our video class during Saturdays.

Those dynamic duo continues to screw our asses keepin us waiting for hours.

Surprise surprise, we got our equipement!

And guess what, I wasn't able to shoot today.

I ain't got no actors/actresses. Crap.

I'm currently having trouble finding one.

Anyone?

Arrgghhh. I'm such a loser. F*ck this.

Nothing productive today.

I went to school just to sign the pink form for somebody else, I haven't gotten anything. This is bullshit. No offense to the guy. I'm just having this mad fit.

I hate it!

Maelstrom of thoughts.

Break it down...I'm dead meat.

1. SOLICAD - arrrggh sorry to max/viz guys but I really hate this software. It sucks.

2. ANICART - I still don't know what to do with my supposedly cartoon animation, lots of incomplete drawings...arrgghhh!! Hindi ko alam gagawin ko dito!

3. PUBLISH - Good luck sa subject na to. Wala akong masyadong natutunan! Inggit ako sa class nila robert, ganda ng publish nila...

4. WEBPAGE - Hope I can do better than my midterms, I suck in doing flash sites...crap.

5. SCRIPWRI - 2 weeks of no classes sa subj na to, haayyy... get ready for tight-ass work.

6. CANIM-2 - Ok lang. I can manage.

7. FAMILY BUDGET - I hate money talks. Since both of my parents are away, I have to handle all of these stuff...dagdag cargo pa sa isip ko. Groceries, Meralco, Tubig, Pamalengke, Cable etc...haaay mamatay nako.

8. PRE-ENROLLMENT - Unahan nanaman sa magagndang skeds. Since hindi ako nakaabot sa DL this term, pahirapan nanaman. Well...anu pa ba magagwa ko? Sa bulok na sistema pa ng CSB, haaayyy...Dead meat, really dead meat.

9. SOURCES DEPLETING - Madalang freelance projects ngaun so stuck ako sa weekly allowance ko. Seems like I can't do the things that I usually do for the meantime...


[FART!] Just farted. Not smelly at all. Just gas...plain gas. 19 years of living and still no sign of incoming satisfaction before me. Too young? yeah...guess so. Heck I'm never too young or too old! I don't mind age, really. Sometimes I get sick and tired of this fuckin life. Hell, can't this just be a Neil Gaiman world of fantasy? I want a lot. I crave for a lot. Lots and lots of things--MATERIAL things. God do I feel soooo glad after satisfying myself with them. Yeah, everybody does eh? I don't give a damn if you don't dig.

There's this huge sense of fulfillment that I really really long for each and every damn day of my life! And I do get upset when my go juice for satisfaction doesn't come my way. Crap. Life isn't fair. Damn right it isn't. So should I? Hell I don't know. Whadaya think will happen to me 10 years from now? Where will I be? What will I look like? Will my height increase at least half an inch? The hell do you care? Nobody cares.

The sad part is I can't seem to focus and build myself. Just myself. There are people around me...THINGS around me and I am totally clinging on to them. We are all liable to something! We are not free wheeling and autonomous as we think we are...

Quoting Madison Lee's word's: "Why be an angel when I can play God?" I wonder what it's like playing God?

I can do whatever the hell I want! - Absolute satisfaction guarandamnteed.

CG Overdrive, Singapore

Sarap d2!


the group with lightning mcqueen!


Juany, me, and Porchee.


Mga asungot sa Orchard Road!


Mac, Jaker, Me, and Derrick at Changi Airport!

Whew! Haha late nko mag update! For more pics, go to my multiply site!

Kachoooowwww!!

Hudson Hornet: Drift King.

Im bored at home...my good friend way back in highschool texted me if I can play ball with them. I got up from bed, packed my shoes and drove to Alabang at an instant. ---The game's good, I got myself all warmed-up already. And we are now all up to go "gala". Town Center's just around the corner so we decided to watch a movie there. Too bad my friends are too scared to watch "The Nun" in the cinemas! Sa dvd nalang daw...arrrgghh those pussies. Maybe they don't want to get caught screaming inside the cinemas that's why. So they decided to watch "Cars" then. I had no choice but to tag in. I also thought this would be a good one.

Okay, Cars time. The movie was all good for me. I loved the 3d work, and the usual humor that these type of films spiced as always. Sure Lighting McQueen's a rounded character...but I didn't like him really. I loved Luigi and Guido as well as their nearly famous "Casa Della Tires" if I remembered that correctly. They're just cute and funny. The movie's quite long, but theres never a dull moment for me even in the credits part. I don't know maybe I'm still really childlike and I never grew up! Haha I still love animated films, and now I appreciate them more because I'm currently learning 3D as part of my course. But really, I'm not good in 3d..haha! Anyways I loved the movie. After the movie we ate at the atc food court and brought our butts out of the place, and that's it. Back to work...(great...just GRRREEEAAATTTT!!) at home. ---bored again.

Son of a Devil!

Child Labor: Deadly.
The Omen(2006)

The first one I think was just right so no need to remake this one. This newer version's very faithful to the old one. Almost all of the scenes are very much the same with the 1976 version. But I think the kid who played "Damien" this time is much better than he Damien before. Damn, look at his eyes! He's just wicked! Haha...so devious and all, what a son of a devil. I can't say it's a great remake but still a good one but it suffers in comparison to its original. Rating 6/10